Not the gentle quieting I’d experienced before. This was different. Meals felt like a chore. Food didn’t just lose its noise - it lost most of its appeal entirely. This felt like day one all over again.

So I’ve been doing some research to find out why.

Why This Happens

GLP-1s don’t work in a straight line. Even at a stable dose, your body continues adjusting. The medication builds up in your system over weeks - what feels manageable at week 2 can feel quite different at week 6 on the same dose. Your GLP-1 receptors become more responsive over time, creating a stronger effect as your body adapts.

This isn’t a problem. But it does require conscious management. You know radical ownership and accountability I’m always talking about? That.

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The Real Risk: Under-eating Protein

When appetite suppression is this strong, the biggest risk isn’t overeating. It’s under-eating: specifically, not getting enough protein.

Research shows that reduced appetite on GLP-1s can lead to caloric reductions of 16-39%, which can result in insufficient intake of essential nutrients, especially at energy intakes below 1200 kcal/d for females and 1800 kcal/d for males. And low protein consumption due to reduced appetite may contribute to muscle loss and increased risk for sarcopenia, particularly among those with lower testosterone, sedentary behaviour, or lack of resistance training.

Here’s what chronic protein deficiency looks like on GLP-1s:

• Muscle loss alongside fat loss (you want to preserve muscle for metabolic health. We’re in this for the long haul, remember?)

• Fatigue that feels like hitting a wall

• Hair thinning, skin issues, and weakened immune function

• Brain fog despite the cognitive benefits GLP-1s usually provide

The data is sobering: rapid weight reduction with GLP-1s can lead to 15-25% lean muscle mass loss. But here’s the crucial bit - this isn’t different from diets that restrict calorie intake. It’s the calorie deficit and inadequate protein, not the medication itself, that causes muscle loss.

How Much Protein Do You Actually Need?

Higher protein targets of 1.2-1.6g per kg of body weight per day have been proposed during active weight reduction. For most people, that translates to roughly 100-120g of protein daily, though your specific needs depend on your weight and activity level.

When you do eat, consuming 20-30g of high-quality protein per meal creates the optimal stimulus for muscle maintenance.

The Mindset Shift

This is where the shadow work comes in. For years, I operated from a place of restriction. Less was better. Eating when I wasn’t hungry felt like failure.

GLP-1s require a complete mindset flip. Now, I have to actively work to eat enough. Not for pleasure. For function. The goal here isn’t to eat as little as possible, it’s to optimise body composition and maintain health long-term.

Featured Easy Lunch: Sweetcorn and Sweet Potato Fritters

When nothing sounds good but you need to eat, these are brilliant. Savoury, packed with veg, easy to make in batches, and they freeze well.

Why they work on GLP-1s: High volume, relatively lower calories (so you can eat enough without feeling overstuffed), and easy to pair with protein via Greek yoghurt or an egg on top.

Ingredients (makes about 12 fritters)

Fritters:

• 180g plain or wholemeal flour

• 1.5 tsp baking powder

• 0.5 tsp bicarbonate of soda

• 4 eggs (bonus protein!)

• 250ml semi-skimmed milk

• 2 spring onions, sliced

• 350g sweetcorn (tinned, drained)

• 1 large sweet potato, grated

• 1 tsp curry powder

• 1 tbsp oil for frying

Yoghurt dip (adds protein!):

• 250g low-fat Greek yoghurt

• Handful of fresh mint, finely chopped

• Black pepper to taste

Method

1. Mix flour and baking powder. Add eggs and milk, whisk until smooth. Stir in corn, sweet potato, spring onions, and curry powder.

2. Heat oil in a pan over medium heat. Add tablespoons of batter, leaving space between each. Fry 2-3 minutes each side until golden.

3. Remove to a plate lined with kitchen paper. Work in batches.

4. Mix yoghurt, mint, and pepper for the dip.

Protein boost: Each fritter has some protein from the eggs and milk, but serve with a generous portion of Greek yoghurt dip (50g yoghurt = 10g protein).

Make-ahead: These freeze brilliantly. Double batch, freeze in portions, reheat in the oven when needed.

The Bottom Line

Strong appetite suppression on GLP-1s is normal. But it requires active management to ensure you’re supporting your body through transformation, not just shrinking it.

Eat strategically. Prioritise protein. Track when you need to. And remember: the goal is optimisation, not starvation.

Recipe credit: NHS Healthier Families

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So when I started this Radical Reset in January 2025, I didn’t just track weight. I tracked biomarkers. Because this is what I understood from the beginning: weight is a lagging indicator. Metabolic health is the actual game.

The numbers tell a story that goes far beyond the number on the scale.

The Baseline

In January 2025, before my first injection, I got comprehensive blood work done. Not just the basics, but the markers that actually tell you about longevity, metabolic function, and cardiovascular risk.

The starting point:

• LDL cholesterol: 3.15 mmol/L (higher than optimal)

• Total cholesterol: Above target range

• TSH (Thyroid Stimulating Hormone): 2.89 mIU/L (functional, but suboptimal)

• Iron levels: Below healthy range

On paper, I wasn’t in crisis. But I also wasn’t optimised. I was functional but depleted - which, let’s be honest, was the story of my entire life at that point.

I took those numbers and made myself a promise: I would measure again at regular intervals. Not to obsess, but to know. To have data instead of stories. To see what was actually changing beneath the surface.

One Year Later: The Evidence

January 2026. Same tests, different body.

The results:

• LDL cholesterol: 3.15 → 2.9 mmol/L

• Total cholesterol: 5.1 mmol/L (now at target)

• TSH: 2.89 → 1.92 mIU/L (optimal range)

• Iron levels: Now within healthy range

These aren’t vanity metrics. These are longevity indicators. Cardiovascular risk factors. Markers of whether my body is actually functioning optimally or just functioning.

Let me put this in context: lowering LDL cholesterol by 0.25 mmol/L reduces cardiovascular disease risk by approximately 10%. My thyroid function optimising means better energy regulation, metabolism, and mood stability. Iron normalising means better oxygen transport, less fatigue, improved cognitive function.

This is what a year of comprehensive metabolic support looks like when you measure beyond the scale.

What The Data Actually Tells Us

Here’s what I want you to understand: I didn’t just lose 50 pounds. I recalibrated my entire metabolic system.

The weight loss is visible. It’s what people comment on. But the blood work? That’s what tells me I’m not just smaller - I’m healthier. More resilient. Building a foundation that can sustain the life I’m designing, not just the body I’m inhabiting.

And here’s the thing that matters most: these improvements happened across the entire year. During the months I was on GLP-1s, yes. But also during the months I was off them. Because I’d built an ecosystem that supported metabolic health regardless of medication status.

The blood work stayed stable during my August-to-January break. The habits I’d built - the strength training, the walking, the protein-forward eating, the sleep optimisation - they held the line. My body didn’t implode without medication. It just worked harder to maintain what we’d built together.

But when I went back on GLP-1s in early 2026? That’s when optimisation became possible again. Not just maintenance. Not just holding the line. Actual improvement. Ease instead of effort.

The Scale vs. The System

Let’s talk about what’s happening now, because this is where the real learning lives.

I’m currently stabilised on 2.5mg of Mounjaro. The weight isn’t ‘falling off’ anymore. And I’m okay with that.

Actually, I’m more than okay with it. I’m proud of it.

Because what I’m doing now is building for the long haul. I’m working with a provider (Private Doc, if you’re looking for responsible GLP-1 support) who offers lifestyle consultations, ongoing support, and regular blood work to track progress beyond the scale. We’re not chasing rapid weight loss. We’re optimising metabolic function.

I’m upping my walking as the days get lighter. I’m maintaining my strength training. I’m continuing the psychological work around food, stress, and nervous system regulation. I’m treating this like the complex system it is, not a simple equation of medication in, weight out.

The data backs this up. My blood work shows optimisation, not just reduction. My energy levels, sleep quality, and cognitive function are better than they’ve been in years. My professional capacity continues to expand. I’m not just surviving - I’m designing.

This is what Radical Ownership looks like in practice: using all available tools to create sustainable transformation, then measuring to know what’s actually working.

Everyone wants to know: ‘How much weight did you lose?

Almost nobody asks: ‘How are your metabolic markers? What’s your cardiovascular risk profile? How’s your thyroid function? Are you building muscle while losing fat? What’s your relationship with food like now? How’s your sleep? Your energy? Your mental clarity?’

But these are the questions that actually matter.

Weight loss without metabolic health improvement is just aesthetics. And aesthetics without function is a house built on sand. I’m not interested in looking better while my internal systems deteriorate. I’m interested in optimisation across all markers that contribute to longevity, vitality, and capacity.

The blood work tells me I’m on the right track. Not just losing weight, but gaining health. Not just getting smaller, but getting stronger. Not just changing how I look, but transforming how I function.

The Inflammation Conversation

There’s another layer here that doesn’t show up on standard blood work but shows up in lived experience: inflammation.

Since starting this journey, I’ve noticed:

• Joint pain I’d attributed to ‘getting older’ - gone

• Brain fog I’d normalised as ‘just stress’ - lifted

• Skin issues I’d tried to solve with expensive creams - cleared

• Digestive issues I’d managed with restriction - resolved

• Mood instability I’d white-knuckled through - stabilised

These aren’t coincidences. They’re signs of systemic inflammation reduction. When you stabilise metabolic function, improve insulin sensitivity, and reduce excess adipose tissue (especially visceral fat), you reduce inflammatory markers throughout your entire system.

I don’t have CRP or other inflammation markers from January 2025 to compare (I wish I did - note to anyone starting this journey: get comprehensive inflammatory markers tested). But the subjective experience is undeniable. I feel less inflamed. Less puffy. Less like my body is constantly fighting itself.

This is what metabolic health actually means: not just numbers on a lab report, but how your body functions as an integrated system.

The Long Game

Here’s what I know after a year of treating my body like a research project:

Sustainable transformation requires multiple interventions working in concert. There is no single magic bullet. GLP-1s are powerful, but they work best as part of a comprehensive system that includes:

• Consistent movement (strength training + daily walking)

• Optimised nutrition (protein-forward, minimally processed)

• Sleep prioritisation (non-negotiable 7-8 hours)

• Stress management (breath work, nervous system regulation)

• Regular monitoring (blood work, body composition, subjective markers)

• Professional support (medical, psychological, practical)

• Community (people who understand the journey, not judge it)

The data backs up what my lived experience tells me: this ecosystem approach works. Not just for weight loss, but for genuine metabolic recalibration.

What I’m Building Toward

My current goals aren’t weight-focused. They’re function-focused:

• Further reduce LDL cholesterol (2.9 is good; under 2.5 would be optimal for my cardiovascular risk profile)

• Maintain optimal thyroid function

• Continue building muscle mass (which supports metabolic health long-term)

• Sustain the cognitive clarity and emotional regulation I’ve achieved

• Keep inflammation markers low (once I get them tested properly)

• Model what sustainable transformation actually looks like for the women I coach

The blood work gives me objective measures to track. But the subjective measures matter just as much:

• How do I feel in my body?

• How present am I in my relationships?

• How much capacity do I have for my work?

• How resilient am I to stress?

• How sustainable are the choices I’m making?

This is Radical Ownership: making decisions based on comprehensive data - both objective and subjective - rather than societal narratives about what transformation ‘should’ look like.

The Invitation

If you’ve read all three parts of this series, you know by now that this isn’t a weight loss story. It’s a reclamation story.

I spent years being a passenger in my own body, running on a depleted operating system, trapped in the Restart Loop. I used GLP-1s not as a magic solution, but as a metabolic tool that created the stability I needed to build something sustainable.

The blood work proves it’s working. Not just subjectively, not just aesthetically, but measurably. My body is healthier, more resilient, more optimised than it was a year ago. And I have the data to prove it.

But more importantly: I’m no longer a passenger. I’m the architect.

This Substack is my ongoing lab notes from the field. Every week, I’ll share what I’m learning about the intersection of biology and ambition. The psychology of transformation. The practical tools that actually work. The shadow work required to sustain change. The data that tells us what’s really happening beneath the surface.

This is for the high-achiever who’s ready to stop being a passenger to her hormones and her habits. The woman who wants to root deep so she can authentically rise. The person who understands that you can’t build a high-rise career or a sustainable life on a depleted foundation.

Welcome to The Glow Zone.

Let’s build something worth measuring.

Resources mentioned:

• Private Doc for responsible, science-backed GLP-1 provision with lifestyle support and blood work monitoring. [Use this link for a discount]

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A note on blood work: I’m not a medical doctor. These are my results, my interpretations informed by research and professional guidance. Your biomarkers, your targets, and your journey will be different. Always work with qualified healthcare providers to interpret your own lab work and make decisions about your health. What I’m sharing here is how I use data to inform my own transformation - not medical advice for yours.

Three days after my first injection, I was making breakfast when I realised something was missing. Not hunger - I could still feel that. But the noise around the hunger was gone. The mental negotiation, the anxiety about what to eat, the calculations of whether this choice would lead to that craving later. The constant low-level hum of food-related thoughts that had been my background soundtrack for years.

It was just... quiet.

I stood there with my hand on the fridge door, experiencing something I hadn’t felt in over a decade: neutrality about food. Not control. Not restriction. Not willpower white-knuckling its way through temptation. Just a calm, straightforward question: What do I actually want to eat right now?

It was an entirely alien feeling. But one I sat with.

The Cognitive Dividend

The thing you don’t realise about food noise how much bandwidth it’s consuming until it stops.

It wasn’t just the decision fatigue around meals. It was the mental real estate that constant regulation requires. Should I eat this? Shouldn’t I? If I eat it now, what does that mean about later? About tomorrow? About me? Every single food choice had been a referendum on my discipline, my worth, my ability to be the kind of person who had their life together.

When that noise quieted, I suddenly had cognitive capacity I didn’t know I’d been missing.

Work became sharper. I could hold more complex strategy in my head. Decision-making felt clearer. The afternoon fog that I’d attributed to age or stress or just how life was? It lifted. I wasn’t spending half my executive function on managing my relationship with food. And I’m not the only GLP1 user who feels this way. Many people I’ve spoken with say the same thing.

And it’s this that is the part hardest to explain to people who haven’t experienced food noise: the mental freedom is more profound than the physical changes. Yes, my body started changing. But my mind changed first.

Within the first month, I noticed I could:

• Finish a meal and just... stop

• Keep food in the house without it calling to me from the kitchen

• Go to social events and focus on the conversation instead of what I had eaten or needed to eat

• Make decisions about food based on what sounded good, not what I thought I ‘should’ eat

It felt like someone had turned down the volume on a radio I hadn’t realised was playing.

The Professional Intersection

The metabolic stability started showing up in my work in ways I hadn’t anticipated.

In client sessions, I had more presence. I wasn’t distracted by the background calculation of what I’d eaten, what I’d eat later, whether I’d ‘earned’ lunch yet. I could hold space more generously because I wasn’t using half my capacity to hold myself together.

Strategic thinking became easier. The kind of high-level pattern recognition and systems thinking my role required - it’s demanding work. When you’re not haemorrhaging cognitive resources to basic biological regulation, you have more available for complex problem-solving.

My energy became more consistent. No more 3 PM crashes that I’d been managing with coffee and sheer will. No more mornings spent negotiating with my body about whether I had enough in the tank to show up fully.

I started sleeping better. Moving more. Drinking less. Not because I was trying harder or being more disciplined, but because my nervous system wasn’t constantly in a state of dysregulation. When your biology is stable, better choices become the path of least resistance rather than the path of most willpower.

This is what I mean by Radical Ownership: understanding that you can’t optimise what you can’t regulate. I’d been trying to build excellence on a foundation of biological chaos.

The Summer Experiment

By August 2025, I’d been on GLP-1s for seven months. The physical transformation was visible - I’d lost weight (50lbs actually) but more importantly, my relationship with my body had shifted. I felt like I lived in it rather than just as it.

Then the price hike hit.

The monthly cost more than doubled. And while I could afford it, I found myself asking: What happens if I come off? What have I actually built here? Is this sustainable, or have I just created a different kind of dependence?

I decided to run an experiment. I’d spent seven months building habits, frameworks, and health tools. I’d worked on the psychological architecture - the shadow work around food, the nervous system regulation practices, the rewiring of old narratives. Could that infrastructure hold without the medication?

I came off in August 2025. I did an off the cuff post in Instagram about my journey, and everything imploded. So many people were in a similar position here in the UK. The price became unaffordable, and the lack of support from providers was astounding. Everyone wanted to follow to see what life could be like without a GLP1.

What I Learned in the Noise

I’d love to say I’m part of the 10% who don’t put a pound back on (genuine stat there) But the weight came back slowly. Six pounds over several months - manageable, not dramatic. I’d built enough habit architecture that I wasn’t free-falling back into old patterns. The frameworks held.

But here’s what I hadn’t anticipated: I missed the quiet.

Not the weight loss. Not the physical changes, though those mattered too. I missed the silence around food. I missed the cognitive bandwidth. I missed being able to just live without the constant background negotiation.

The food noise came back gradually, like turning up a radio dial degree by degree. At first, I barely noticed. Then it was there again - that familiar hum. The mental calculations. The decision fatigue. The way food thoughts would intrude during work, during conversation, during sleep.

I realised something crucial: the year on GLP-1s hadn’t just been about weight loss. It had been about creating the metabolic and psychological stability to build a completely different operating system. And that operating system functioned better with metabolic support.

This wasn’t failure. It was data.

The Ecosystem Approach

During those months off medication, I doubled down on everything else in my health ecosystem:

• Strength training two times a week

• Walking daily, often 15,000+ steps

• Protein-forward meals with minimal processing

• Sleep optimisation - consistent bedtime, dark room, no screens

• Stress management through breath work and nervous system regulation

• Regular blood work to track biomarkers beyond weight

I proved to myself that I could maintain stability without GLP-1s. The habits were real. The psychological work was real. The nervous system regulation practices were real.

But I also proved something else: stability isn’t the same as optimisation.

I could maintain. But I wasn’t thriving the way I had been. The cognitive dividend had diminished. The ease had been replaced by effort. I was functional, but I wasn’t flourishing.

I’m a coach, and I teach people to reframe all the time. So I taught myself one: Why is effort better than ease?

We don’t moralise other tools that make life more manageable. We don’t tell people with poor eyesight that wearing glasses is ‘taking the easy way out.’ We don’t suggest that people managing their blood pressure with medication just aren’t trying hard enough. We recognise that biology isn’t a moral arena.

So why was I treating metabolic support differently?

The Return

In early 2026, I made the decision to go back on GLP-1s. But this time, it wasn’t about desperation or the Restart Loop or feeling like a passenger. It was about intentional optimisation.

I’d spent a year building the ecosystem. I knew what habits I needed. I’d done the shadow work. I understood my patterns. I’d proven I could function without medication.

Now I was choosing to function with it - not as a replacement for the work, but as an enhancement to it.

The quiet returned within days. But this time, I appreciated it differently. I wasn’t looking for medication to save me. I was integrating it into a comprehensive system that included strength training, psychological work, nutrition, sleep, stress management, and community.

GLP-1s weren’t the foundation anymore. They were one tool in a well-designed toolkit. But they were a tool that made everything else easier, more sustainable, more effective.

This is Radical Ownership: making informed, data-driven decisions about your own biology without performing struggle for an audience that doesn’t live in your body.

So the question I know you’re all asking: Has the weight started to fall off again?

The answer is no. I’ve stabilised on 2.5mg, and I’m okay with that. What I am doing is life changes for the long haul. I’m working with a new provider who provide me with lifestyle consultations, ongoing support, and the continuation of blood work to track my progress in other ways. I’m upping my walking again as the days get lighter. I’m doing my best, and that’s something I’m proud of.

The Questions Worth Asking

The mainstream conversation about GLP-1s is still stuck in morality: Is it cheating? Are you taking the easy way out? What happens when you stop?

These are the wrong questions.

The right questions are:

• What becomes possible when your biology supports your ambition instead of fighting it?

• What could you accomplish if you weren’t spending half your cognitive bandwidth on food regulation?

• What does sustainable transformation actually require - and are you willing to use all available tools to create it?

• How do you build a system that’s resilient enough to handle disruption without collapse?

For me, the answer included medication. Not because I was weak or lazy or lacked discipline. But because I’m a systems thinker who understands that complex problems require comprehensive solutions.

Next in this series: Part 3 - ‘The Data’ - What my biomarkers reveal about the difference between weight loss and metabolic health.

If you’re interested in blood work and further metabolic health support alongside GLP1 use, I recommend Private Doc. Responsible, science backed and ethical GLP1 provision. Using my link saves you a bit of cash too.

By late 2023, after a particularly harrowing end to a toxic job, I was running on a depleted operating system. I didn’t realise it at the time, but I was dancing around burnout. Broken internal operating system, mental health in the gutter, and self worth at an all time low. But on paper, I was thriving: I’d launched my business as an executive coach, and had a lucrative contract as a Senior HR leader in an 18000 employee strong organisation. In practice, I was managing high-functioning burnout with the same skill I brought to everything else, which is to say, I was exceptionally good at appearing fine.

The mornings started with negotiation. Not with my alarm clock, but with my body. Can I make it through this meeting without my brain fogging over? Should I eat breakfast or will that make me more tired? How many coffees until I can think clearly? By 10 AM, I’d already made a hundred micro-decisions about food, energy, and focus. By 3 PM, the negotiations became louder, more desperate.

This is what I didn’t understand then: food noise isn’t just about hunger. It’s cognitive load wearing the mask of appetite.

The Restart Loop

I’d been in what I now call the ‘Restart Loop’ for years. You probably know it well. Monday’s fresh start, the new plan, the renewed commitment. Wednesday’s compromise. Friday’s collapse. Sunday’s recalibration and the promise that this time would be different.

Each restart came with its own story. I just need to be more disciplined. I just need to meal prep better. I just need to want it more. The psychologist in me could see the pattern - I was treating a systems failure as a willpower problem. But knowing something intellectually and being able to change it are two very different things.

The Restart Loop wasn’t just about weight. It was about energy management, about decision fatigue, about spending so much bandwidth on basic biological regulation that I had nothing left for the things that actually mattered. I could facilitate a three-hour strategy session without breaking a sweat, but deciding what to eat for dinner felt like solving a complex maths problem while running a marathon.

Here’s what I know now that I didn’t know then: you can’t build a high-rise career on a depleted foundation.

My body was sending signals I’d learned to override. Fatigue? Push through. Hunger? Ignore or binge, no middle ground. Stress? Manage it with more coffee, more productivity, more achieving. I was treating my nervous system like a poorly supported employee, demanding performance without providing the resources to actually deliver.

The Boardroom vs The Body

The irony wasn’t lost on me. I was helping organisations design better systems, create sustainable workflows, implement change management frameworks that actually accounted for human capacity. But when it came to my own body? I was still operating on the outdated model that willpower was the only resource that mattered.

At work, if a system kept failing despite everyone’s best efforts, we’d investigate the system. We’d look at constraints, resources, underlying structures. We’d never just tell people to ‘try harder’ and expect different results.

But that’s exactly what I was doing to myself.

The breaking point wasn’t dramatic. There was no rock bottom, no singular crisis. It was quieter than that, more like a persistent hum that had grown so loud I couldn’t hear anything else. It was the realisation that I was tired of spending so much energy just trying to maintain baseline function. Tired of every Monday being a new restart. Tired of being a passenger in my own life.

I remember the specific moment clearly. Late November 2024, standing in my kitchen after another day of high-level strategic thinking at work followed by complete paralysis about what to feed myself. I’d helped design a whole leadership development programme that afternoon. I couldn’t figure out dinner.

The gap between my professional capacity and my personal agency had become a chasm.

The Research Phase

I approached the GLP-1 question the way I approach everything: with research. Not just the clinical studies (though I read those too), but the lived experience accounts, the mechanism of action, the long-term data. I wasn’t looking for a magic bullet. I was looking for a tool that might address the system failure rather than just treating the symptoms.

What caught my attention wasn’t the weight loss stories. It was the descriptions of what happened to people’s thinking about food. The way the noise just... stopped. The cognitive bandwidth that suddenly became available. The experience of eating like someone who’d never had a complicated relationship with food in the first place.

I’m training as a psychologist right now, and I understand that behaviour follows biology as much as biology follows behaviour. I’d spent years trying to think my way out of a metabolic problem. What if I could create the metabolic stability first, then build the psychological architecture on top of that foundation?

The shadow work started, even before I’d taken a single dose: I had to contend with my own judgments about needing help. About whether using medication was somehow “cheating” at the transformation I was supposed to will into existence. About whether this made me weak, or less-than, or proof that I’d failed at the one thing I was supposed to be able to control.

I worked with clients on these exact narratives. I could see them clearly in other people. In myself? They were harder to untangle.

The Decision

The decision to try GLP-1s came down to a single reframing question, the kind I’d ask a coaching client: If this were a colleague presenting this situation, what would you advise?

I’d advise them to use every available tool. I’d tell them that sustainable transformation requires addressing root causes, not just symptoms. I’d remind them that we don’t moralise other medical interventions, we don’t tell people with poor eyesight to ‘just try harder’ to see, we give them glasses. I’d ask them what becomes possible when they stop fighting their biology and start working with it.

So in January 2025, I stopped being a passenger and became a researcher. Not just of GLP-1s, but of my own system. What happens when you give a high-functioning person metabolic stability? What becomes possible when food noise quiets? How does professional capacity shift when you’re not spending half your cognitive bandwidth on basic biological regulation?

I placed the order. Waited for the delivery. Read the instructions three times.

And on a unremarkable Tuesday morning, I prepared my first injection.

I didn’t know it then, but I was standing at a threshold. On one side: years of the Restart Loop, of being a passenger, of high-functioning burnout. On the other side: something I didn’t have language for yet.

I just knew I was tired of restarts. I was ready for a reset.

Next in this series: Part 2 - ‘The Quiet’ - What happened when the noise stopped, and what I learned when I chose to turn it back on.

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